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12 entries this month
My poll
17:39 Sep 27 2007
Times Read: 693
Hey everyone please go vote in my new poll! -Thanks
Changing your vr name [rant]
16:58 Sep 27 2007
Times Read: 697
Oh boy this is something that has been really bothering me for a long time now. This name changing bullshit, come now I think everyone knows why you changed your name. You just want to have one of the highest rated profiles uwww look I'm on the top page cause I cheated and changed my name and no one will wanna rate me lower then a 10! Please how pathectic what's worse is some fuckwads have changed their name more then one time! Did you rating bother you that much that you wanted to start all over again?! Everyone's ratings are right on top of eachother 9.877 9.878, and so on it's annoying. Since when the hell did the ratings get like this? Ya know not to mention the portfolio's are the same too boooo! -_- People put a couple neat graphics up and half ass their profile and have the best ratings on this site. I think if you change your name your rating should stay the same, and so should everything else. I just cannot stress enough how much this aggitates me. Hey it's a new trend everyone change your name!
From now on if you have changed your name once or more to get a better rating you will get a 1 from me no exceptions! You assholes piss me off more then people just posting in a forum to get their status level up (I'm a Dominar you better believe those piss me off). I don't care who you are if I know you or not if you rated me a 10 previously, you are still getting a 1 from me take that you fucking cheating bastards! My biggest question is why are people so scared to rate lower then 10? Before people rated like you should not out of fear someone will give you what you rated them. Not every damned profile deserves a 10, and if people would just give the rating they thought it deserved our ratings wouldn't all be sitting on top of eachothers! Actually since when did ratings mean so much anyway this site isn't for or about ratings, it's supposed to be about vampires Vampire Rave not Ratings Rave!
More and more everyday I just feel like leaving this site, it's not the same anymore in a bad way...
20:31 Sep 22 2007
Times Read: 701
Yay today is finally here! I've been waiting for today all week long, and I hope it's as awesome as I think it will. On another not last night was pretty fun, I went to go eat with a friend and see the new RE movie. Haha then came the fun part, drinking a half a bottle of Tequila and then getting stuck waiting on a train at the railroad crossing! :P Ok best line of the night yesterday:
me- "Oh no I spilled tequila on my boobs"
Alan- "Yea and it was pretty hott till you wiped it off with your sock"
Haha drunken nights are the best! ^_^
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17:05 Sep 21 2007
Times Read: 705
1 more day!!! ^_^
Yesterday and today
15:52 Sep 20 2007
Times Read: 712
Alright one thing, yesterday just fuckin rocked my socks! The shoot went absolutly awesome, I think the pictures look soooooo how should I say perfect! I thought I couldn't look any better on a camera, haha well I just got like 10x better! I am so impressed with the way it turned out, I cannot wait to post them on here and show everyone! I think everyone will enjoy them , and if you don't you can fuck yourself! ^_^ I like them and that's all that really matters so booo to you...
Let's see today is starting off to be a most excellent day. I got to deposit my check, and got some ground beef and buns at the store. I miss REAL meat juicy hamburgers, uhh I hate that vegitarian fake shit gross to the max! Vegitarians a stupid as hell, infact they make me angry. Why the heck wouldn't you eat meat? It was put here for a reason duh make use of it. We eat to survive there's always something higher on the food chain then the other, there is always the prey and the hunters. It's just the natural balance for humans to eat meat and take advantage of what we have. I mean think about this scientificlly...the more vegitarians there are the less amount of people will be eating meat. The more the percentage of the population not eating meat grows, the population of us who do decreases. Thus the need for meat will decrease as well, it'll be like the over population of deer in Ohio. They'll be too many animals it'll mess up the ecosystem. Then people will have to just shoot poor innocent animals like with the deer over here to cut down the number of them. Either way if we eat or don't eat meat, animals are going to die...
I'm sorry I kinda went off there, but I lived with vegitarians for like 4 months and they drove me crazy with their imatation meats boooo! Eh whatever people can do whatever they want to, but don't try to push your fucking ideas on me and tell me what I shouldn't eat! I'm just expressing my feelings not telling vegitarians to eat meat. Thats shit drives me crazy, but I'm not even sure how I got on this subject? o.0
What I was trying to say was that I can't wait to make some hamburgers today, and everything is going good so far yee-haw see I'm happy again today! ^_^
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this week...
15:47 Sep 19 2007
Times Read: 717
I was awoken early today to find out that I have been assigned to babysitting duties booo. -_- Oh well I haven't seen my littlest sister in a little while so I don't mind so much, I really wanted to sleep thought. I was up all night talking again, I needed beauty rest for this afternoon. I have a photo shoot today I'm real excited, because this time it's with someone who clearly knows what they're doing. I can't wait to do this and get some new pics with my the new me, and the new corsette too! ^_^ LoL I get so many messeges from people saying you're so beautiful you should be a model, I guess no one reads my info what do you guys think I'm doing being pretty just for fun?! This week is pretty good I get to spend time with all my sisters, I have my shoot today, and I think we're gunna go to my aunt's on Friday. Then of course there is this weekend which I look forward to more than anything! I have many things to look forward to that makes me a happy camper, it takes some of the gloom out of my life. :)
I'm actually pretty happy, seems like everyone is without my mom around. I always felt as if I was the most hated member in the family, now that my mom's not here I see it's her. Once my mom's out of the picture everyone treats me so much nicer...I wonder why? My mom likes to make me look like I'm the direct root of everything, like I'm the bad guy even thought it is false. She only tries to cover her own ass!! I know that she still loves my sisters and I, but she is so far away from where she should be. There's only a couple things important to her, and my sister's are NOT the most important that's for sure. I'm sorry but when you have kids even thought I'm not a mother, I know that they should always come first! Love and take care of youself so that you may do so for your children. My sisters deserve the mom I had not the one she's become now, it's not fair to them what did they ever do?! Grrr...
You know how you look up to your parents when you're younger? Then you grow up and you want to be 10x better then they are. Well that's ruined for me cause I know I'm already better, I'm growing up and wish that I could make my mother 10x better. It's sad but at least my grandfather and myself are here. If my sisters can't have a kick ass mom, then I'll give them the most kick ass big sister! ^_^
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I did it again!
16:41 Sep 18 2007
Times Read: 725
So last night I had me another one of them nights. I talked with my new friend for like a couple hours which like I said isn't a normal thing for me! We have so much in common it's no even funny on top of that we like read eachother's minds, it's pretty freaky but kool. LoL we both confessed that we'd been thinking about eachother since we first met Friday, I always blush when I say things like that haha! ^_^ So yea anyhoo we're gunna hang out this weekend and get our anime on Saturday since we both love Naruto and Bleach! Plus we're going to the Twiztid show with some friends on the 25th, it's gunna kick so much ass I'm really excited about this! I already can't wait for the weekend again uww Pinky thinks she might be liking someone again...I already forgot about that other douche bag haha what's his name again?!
My mood today: Cheerful ^_^
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dream
03:17 Sep 18 2007
Times Read: 730
Ehhh last night or this early morning, whenver I had another one of my dreams. One that shakes me so much it bothers me all day. What I remember doesn't seem very long, but it's the way I felt and the small details that count here. More importantly it wasn't the same man I usually dream of. This time it was of the young man I began to fall for part of the summer. I'm past that and althought it still bothers me, because there are so many mysteries not answered. I don't understand why I had this dream I did, I don't care about him that much!
I felt so happy in this dream it's like that happiness I'm always hoping for, but can never seem to keep a grasp on. Just being as close as we were and the affection we shared, the way you were talking to me. My poem is right and the dreams I've had about you were too, this wasn't meant to be however you will continue to haunt me. No matter how over this I may be no matter how much I do not feel anymore, I cannot erase how I did feel and the things and moments we shared. I also can't deny how much I really did care for you, sometimes I feel I am just too nice. Or maybe it's just to the wrong people either way I will have no more!
I will never shed a tear over you!
You should consider yourself special,
I spent all these words and thoughts already wasted on you...
heh heh lucky you
Yay!
02:34 Sep 18 2007
Times Read: 732
Woo hoo my first corsette I finally got one! ^_^
New pics to come soon...
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Too cute! ^_^17:30 Sep 11 2007
Times Read: 746
Omg this was just so cute I had to put this in here, because chocobo's are fucking awesome wark!
Name: Bootay
Age: 3
Favorite Food: gyshal greens duh
Favorite Hobby: Giving me rides lol
Ado
pt your very own monster today!
LoL I'm sucha dork!
I've realized
17:25 Sep 10 2007
Times Read: 754
I eventually get sick of everything, I am never satisfied...
In the end everything ends up driving me crazy!
Damn!
00:12 Sep 05 2007
Times Read: 766
Everyone and their momma's have practiclly made themselves a coven! I was looking throught the list. I mean people can only pick so many animals and what not as a representation, I see someone has used the Raven which I used in my coven someone even has a name VERY close to my old coven's (Hidden Moon). Can anyone say loss of originality?! Does anyone besides me think there might be too many covens? I mean any flippin idiot can start one now for any retarded purpose. So then the race to become a Sire begins...this site it's just not the same I for one do not enjoy it as much. So much drama and it's only the internet how absolutly amusing! I liked the simple good old vampire rave no houses, no covens, no favor, less drama, and the people seemed not to be so stupid. *sighs* Oh well that's the past if I really end up disliking the site I can just always delete my damned profile which I never thought I would ever do, but I can see it happening down the road now...
Btw if you don't like or agree with me, keep it to yourself I have the right to express in my OWN journal! -Thanks :)
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